full of shit

what can i do? what should i do? Both of 'em that i really feel like to keep it. Why does it so hard for me to choose? i'm really upset and piss off. either one is what i really want. can u just choose two and without any sadnesses it would be perfect. will it happened to me? can my life still remain the same? really difficult for me..damn.. exam on saturday still, gosh, and i dont even receive any tips..wtf..i should fail on saturday, trust me! mdis is suck! profesor are not reaching the level, especially the fucking old man teaching his own shit around with his 'lovely' accent...bastard! I REALLY DO WANT A PEACEFUL LIFE. CAN YOU PEOPLE THINK FROM MY SIDE? Love ❤ Peace