Depress

Troublesome, cause it is Monday after 30 minutes. Monday will be a nightmare for me. When I was THAT young, I felt like to go to school... N I didnt like any holiday include the only Sunday. I felt really exicited in school. I want to go back to That age. But its impossible. You know how much i do miss u? My only 14.

What kind of air did you like? hahaha the air full of fart =D hell no... I love the air, that from outside of window during midnight. Did you ever take a deep breath of it?! Its make me delighted. The smell like when I was THAT young. The time I was waiting for my school bus in the early morning. The time I was chatting on the phone during midnight beside the window of my block. The time.... I like the smell.

I love summer. There is different smell of summer btw other season. And summer is my only season. I go through many of the Speciality in summer. Summer bring me to everywhere... The first time i been in newyork is summer, the first time i back to malaysia is summer. But its few years ago that i have taken a long time to get back. And the song Summer Love, its doesnt create for me.=)

I repel you to stay in HERE.

Yes, I don't

Saw a khew headphone which produce by Mix-Style. It is so attractive... My heart moving on... Even my mom said its a khew thingy to wear on.

Hey, My school's pure student were broke up in this spring vacation. We're surprising they get together. We're surprising they have broken up. It will be a sad beginning of school day on Monday. I cannot make fun of them.... And no more gossips 'bout them. *boring*

We couldn't expect what will be going on next. But we can expect what the causes will be of what we have done. So, keep looking...keep searching...=)

People cannot maintain their love because of distance.
People cannot contain their love because of others.
Grasp your love

Bleeding = =

Suddenly, my nose was bleeding... And the blood had split on my hand...keyboard. My physical health still ain't turn well. A lotsa foods I cant eat, it all my favorite foods. =( Nevermind, hope this is the way to lose my weight so.

Went to NYU for dentist. She treated me real nice. I hope she can fix my case asap. Also, she helps me to find out an nice dental to fix my " amazing" teeth..i mean braces. So now, I only have to wait for..several days for a kindly new appointment. Its new stuff.. I'm loving it!! Since my dentist pass away, I feel like to fix my teeth every moment tht i'm freaking free. Now, it is!^^ And they will kindly help me to take off my braces. *teeeheeeeeeeeeee* I been braces for a long long time! I gotta release!!! And I have to...

I'm mad lazy to blog, to chat.... I have a lotsa things to do. School on Monday that I dont wish to go. Cause..My 3 essays are not done yet T.T

I'm busy n lazy

Lazy to blog, busy to shop. =)

I don't know how to use a fancy word to describe my fancy life.
But its really FANTASTIC.
Hahaha...
Maybe this is the only fancy word that i known.

And I feel regret = =''
Too bad, really bad.

My pc ain't work properly.
Scare till my urine want to pop out.
But, i'm so smart to fix it. =)

Applebee's Grill and Bar ^

Take up a space, will write it on tomorrow^^
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Headed to Queens Center Mall. Shop around and I met my new shade and pinky short in Forever 21. Actually I planned to buy a long pant, but my size have sold out! And the greeny short also been sold! I want a green one T.T. H&M is cheaper than Forever21. But, there didnt have my size too..... I'm not that skinny.
We cut our class just cannot waiting for our spring vacation. I felt like it was too early to belong in the mall = = There were so many student too... They cannot wait for vacation either. =) We planned to have our lunch over Applebee's. The decoration really nice nice nice!!! *thumb up* The poster said half price after 3:00. We're waiting for it. But its seems for those bar side only. We have some...hmm..i dun think its delicious, but okie... mash potato with baken & cheese. I drop my only piece of chicken from my burger on the floor =.=''' So exp..Heart broke..
Here what it is.

Exp Selection

mashpotato

The Tiramisù taste good^^ yummy
Feel?
What?! so surprise? *fake*
It was really weird to wear shade indoor= .=
richy woman..walking down the street..
H&M^^
Two of my shades
Old School =/= Old Restroom

YEAH! I'm going to graduate!!^^2 more months!

Grandpa's Birthday Dinner

Went to dinner on Monday, which is my grandpa's birthday dinner. I don't like to hang out with my relatives. But my mom forced me to go. I ain't feel like it this way. She said :"Try to respond and this is the last time" All right... I hope it is. Birthday Dinner only had me, my parents, aunt, and of course grandpa.
I feel mad full. But just have a little food. Maybe I was too thirsty and drinking a lot ...
When I get on subway... It was so late... Really, I want to throw up!!!! Maybe the movement of subway made it. *weak*
The food ain't taste good. =(
My aunt is a swim suit designer, has her own brand.
Here's the pic.

My twang

My twang is so sexy... I love the way my voice getting to.
Snot stuck in my nose, real uncomfort!
Especially while I was in the bed, I breath hardly.
Gotta improve my poor English! Stupid chinese get away from me.
Stuck in the middle to distrub my studied!
Damn You

Shop..shop life

Today I'm taking Chinese Exam!!!! So Painful! Its a lot to studied on! And I spend my early morning to wake up and study.... Even yesterday afternoon too. Actually the first period of today I don't need to go to class, but my friend doesnt know that. Poor me got to wake up mad early and early! Unfortunately, what i did studied doesnt appear on the paper. And those I didn't are pop out. Hero..hero..who is the hero? yeah right!! Lincoln! The only man i know him well! haha... So I write about him and a chinese man. My chinese teacher always like us to write about critical lens. Its so hard, and i've to make up those book's name and author. The rules make my hand feel pain. Keep on repeating, i feel sick of it! Does it really helpful in our life?! Especially those chinese old man did on their written. The war made them don't wish to give birth of male, and want a female to marry their neighbor. Still the same.... okie... Why have to spinning around and its still the same?!
Period still not coming yet. Scanning report have to wait for next week. Gosh..I got so many appoinment on next week-my spring vacation!

Pimple's Life

My pimples getting well as soon. The medical gel is useful than other they gave me before. Still remember last time they gave me medicine. After i ate it, my pimples were getting worst. I don't know why after i back to NewYork my pimples will grow up again. I hate pimples, it has taken away my confidence! When the time i back to Malaysia, my pimples run away. But only with those scar still sticking on my face. I feel much better with that way.
Check up today. I hope it will be quiet fitness. I'm mad tired of the day to date with doctor! All the thing I have to do is wait nothing else other than wait! Step by step...equal slow.
My Chinese exam located on tomorrow cause I'm absent today. I hate chinese, anyway...i got language problem, even English I'll never be pro. This is the place I come to- New York. But I'm learning Chinese all day long.. Say No to Foreign Language. Know how to speak as well.... Don't study those...... kind of thousand years ago's written....I feel disgusting.

Hey, I'm back

U.S. Capital Building

Baltimore"s Inner Harbor

Lincoln Memorial

Vietnam Veteran's Wall

Beside Franklin Roosevelt's statue

Air and Space Musuem

Under the Cherry Blossom^^

Chinatown in WashingtonDC

Baltimore"s Inner Harbor

Outside of the Liberty Bell

Next to the liberty bell

April5 2008 - April6 2008
It was totally Not fun to travel Washington DC. Actually, the scedule was New York->Philadelphia->Baltimore->Washington DC->back to New York. First, we're visiting the Independence Hall, Old Capitol Building and Liberty Bell. It is pretty! I love those view... A lot of Horse Carriage. The only thing i like is there are all WHITE and BLACK! Feel so so so Foreign-able. After that we reach Baltimore"s Inner Harbor. Its really great view. But I cant take even a professional photo to show how nice is there. All of the people over there are NON-CHINESE (Which exclude tourist). Seaport with a lot of ships.... and ferry.... flower blooming...nice scene!!! When we reach Washington DC. The first place we visited is The Congress.!!!!! I'm really stay in the United State. We cannot get in to the White House after 911. So, We stay far away to see it. Freaking Small.. In front of the white house has a X'mas Tree. It is a National Xmas tree. Trust me babe! Chinatown in Washington is clean and neat. Unfortunately, NewYork is the worst. Garbage around the street.. You cant image other than visit it once! I feel comfort with Hotel's bed. Even it is real high to get on the bed. But soft and smooth makes my night so good^^ The early next day, its really unfortune! The bus got problem since the day before the window have broken by rock. Today is another unfortune day. The door cant open. We have to wait.. and raining outside. Weat weat weat....i hate weat.... uncomfortabel... We enjoy the cherry blossom under the rain. Its seems like a sad scene= =! but, its not.... Luckily, there was Cherry Blossom Festival^^ Marathon is right there... and YEAH! all white! Now you can see...its totally different with newyork! After that we went to Air and Space Musuem. I hate to visit musuem.. I got not interested in everything in the musuem.... But there're so many people there... I think, because it is free...Lincoln Memorial and Vietnam Veteran are located in the same place. Lincoln, the statue is very handsome..love you！Cause you are the only history that i can remember as well.... Everytime im writing about the essay, I will write about you.. You affect my life GREATFULLY! We return to NewYork^^ I hope I can Sleep right away, and also dont get closer to chinese( dai-look people)
We have our dinner in SENTOSA (malaysian restaurant) Taste Good. Its too late to get home and i have to go to school the next day =.='' My mama doesnt let me to cut the class...

Yo..My plan

College fee is freaking exp. I really cant imagine my FANCY life will be in college. Who can cover up those fee...contact me please. I will appreciate for your help!^^ and which is donate for me..not loan. Planning to travel a lot of place, but a lot of medical appointment is stopping me. School now, its bored. But tomorrow wll be a fun day. We will going to Botanic Garden and so on..