Sunday 31 August 2008

國慶日

國慶日了
你們在幹嗎?
去倒數?去clubbing?去園游會?
我全部都想去
但是我沒得去

那個店沒有給我call
難過,失落,挫敗感非常嚴重
希望越大,失望越大
都是惡性的

我要繼續瘦
80磅就離我不遠了
等我80磅我就去那個模特兒公司
去那邊看看

怎麽。。。。
壓力好大!
不舒服!!

還是找不到我的葯啊
真的是。。。明天我一定要努力找出來

不喜歡那樣被審問
煩死了
我沒有必要彙報

Saturday 30 August 2008

阴晴不定

这个标题就是我的心情

[整个]变得非常情绪化
我[整个]都不懂要怎样去形容[的说]
嘉仪,你看了会不会扁我?
哈哈
我就是那么溅
总是喜欢说别人不爱听的话
你越不喜欢听我越爱讲
犯溅就是这个道理
我[整个]很难控制[的说]

咦。。。。。
等一下要跟久违的金钱同学出去还有那个宅女碌碌
那么久不见
都不知道会不会很陌生阿
不过这个问题一定是多余的
哈哈
遇到我通常都不会有这种困扰
除非是我不认识的人我就超安静
突然觉得自己说自己安静很虚伪很不要脸= =

人人都说最吵就是我
我在家很安静得好不好?
我讲话虽然没什么重点
但是还是会有重点的时候丫!
你们不觉得我爆料的时候字字都是非常之文学
犹如苏格拉底讲述道理一般
我看你们应该不会这么觉得
我多么崇拜苏格拉底阿!

明天就马来西亚国庆日了!
我的母校也校庆了
还有园游会
我多想去
我没那种命


怎么我身边的人
人人都在恋爱?

They're back

My uncle and his whole family have back
No, I don't wish they're coming back
Because, I don't like to live with them even they're living downstair
They're too.. annoying for me
Like a superintendence =(

Which mean summer is end

Friday 29 August 2008

Tired.

Wake up in the early morning cause of my stomach hurt
Its killing me but i like the way it kills =)
My ass throw up all the solid-liquid
Its nice though, i like it much more XD
Cause, this is the way to get slim

After that just facing my computer..
Chit-chat with friends
and get know Avril Lavigne's concert in malaysia had been cancelled.
Malaysia will never be open, I hate the way it is.
Like a babi even they dont eat it

Get ready to Flushing and prepare for my interview
Oh.. im going to late -.-
I hate people who are late but i like to be late
People are blocking my way when i m in hurry
They're so SLOW!
walking like climbing
I cut across those people and i feel proud of myself that im so small XD

The interview is nothing
Just get to know each other(boss)
So now the only thing i can do is waiting for her call
ON SATURDAY
I cant wait for it =(
Hope that she will hire me!

Meet up with Momo after her class had ended.
Then we're enjoying our High Tea time
Walk around the mall etc...
nothing Special then I go to her house
To see the little hamster
I miss mine hamster..it has dead since long time ago ==
They're look alike..

Go to macy's
aim on everything that r freaking fancy
but money is the most fancy thing that i needed

Meet up with leo and we go to st. mark
far far far away..
return home at 1ish..

buck up boy

high heel is killing my feet

Thursday 28 August 2008

工作,課業

我需要工作喇
找死都找不到那樣
不過明天要去面試
是一家服飾店
希望他請我吧!
不行的話我就去starbuck儸
機會是比一般的人高一點
因爲認識一個人在裏面上班
可以叫他推薦推薦
只是我最討厭面試要講的内容
我只會很誇大
不會很中等的稱讚
怎麽他們就愛聼這些話阿= =
如果我說得天花龍鳳不知道後果會怎樣
可能他們都不愛天花不愛龍鳳
美國人只愛狗

朋友每個都開學了
怎麽我還窩在家裏儅腐女
好無聊的人生
自己都沒有目標
真得很懊惱怎麽可以那麽失敗的列
思想不成熟麽?
說真的很多東西都不是表面上的考慮而已
有些關於到政治的考量(這句是寫爽的,因爲感覺很文學)
朋友說大學很無聊很難
有一點點害怕
可能到時候我又淪落到以前那樣
只有幾個朋友的生活- … -
寂寞丫

有錢就可以買到一切嗎?
怎麽錢財依舊那麽重要?
最討厭關於錢的事情
除非是樂透,給我中了的話
哇賽。。。天花龍鳳我都給你們找出來

Monday 25 August 2008

Welcome to NewYork

Hey, I'm coming back from Canada.
I think i didnt have so much fun over there,
But its such a good visit though.
Most of the time was in the bus...
I have no idea why i feel that from JB to KL is not that far = =
It should be super FAST to get there..
Canada is amazing.. sitting makes My ass hurt.. My feet swollen.

Canada is clean.. but its really bored.
Surprise that they're using FRENCH there! Include all sign!
Bon jour... Bon jour...
I do like Those building are look like castle.
How if i could live in there...=)
So so so so ...fabulous!!

Yeah finally get my NEWLY perfume..
DKNY's delicious green apple & Dior Addict 2 pack. <3

Friday 22 August 2008

suffer

I will go on trip tomorrow...
Canada , here I come !

But...

I cant fall asleep now!
God...
I feel totally regret that i took a long nap in the afternoon.

Thursday 21 August 2008

朋友

有朋友是件很開心的事情
人生有一半的色彩都因而添增


有些是一輩子的朋友
有些是路過的朋友
有些是路人甲的朋友


莫名其妙的朋友
讓我了解人真的可以很莫名其妙
莫名其妙爲了一些事覺得莫名其妙
莫名其妙爲了一些人覺得莫名其妙
我因爲她的莫名其妙而變得莫名其妙
你們了解嗎?
因爲這個莫名其妙讓我的人生瞬間黯然
這也是個錯咩?
怎麽我好像被她排斥了?



我真的很無奈
可能是讓我成長的一個階段吧?
這就是人生哲理
人們都會莫名其妙

Wednesday 20 August 2008

我有感而發喇!

2007 June
有一種很溫馨的感覺
多久之後我才有這個機會再次相聚
說真的我很不了解你們
也可以說我八不到你們身上的那份
其實我很想更了解你們丫
可能你們也是不了解我不知道我到底在幹嗎吧


一起的旅程
多久之後我們還能如此的調皮?
還是一樣不顧形象嗎?
哈哈。。我和加一是沒有形象可言的
玉婷呢?=)

這是我最笨的時期
做了最笨的選擇
也得到笨蛋需要承受的下場
但那也不因此抹去我們這群以其擁有的快樂時光
一年前的我們
一年后的現在
好多東西都改變了
我們的友情依然堅固


Fabulous

真的很fabulous!

我不知道該用什麽心情去面對
好像我只會escape

不好的心情也沒能訴説
什麽都自己吞

現在的我只想快點自己生活

怎麽一切都比我想象中還要糟糕?
甚至可以說完全沒有哪個可能的卻發生了?

我一直認爲很完美的
但事實上一點也不
我有點失望

Tuesday 19 August 2008

Pressure

Can you release me ?!
Can you let me try at least once ?
You don't even give me a chance !!

You've given me a hard time ...

I think i'm the jocker and never being serious.
Why people will think i'm joking when i am freaking serious?
When i'm telling the truth people think im lying.
Its fun though.. no one can see through me till now.. =)
Noone can read my mind..
I'm now searching for someone who can =D

People wearing their mask always ...
I could see through them easily ^^
I got my own protection but i miss it last time..
Getting crazy to trust them.
Too stupid to me

Monday 18 August 2008

Let the photo speak out

XiaoChang & Me on HsiaoLung's birthday party
almost 1 year didnt see him
(someone said i merge this photo XD how silly you are?)

Me & HsiaoLung
He is scare XD

We're just acting like.... MOVIE POSTER!
Lonely, happiness, bisexual, gay lol
hmm...

Long Island to attend cc's performance

My nightmare... tormenter is MIKE!
I hate him!! OBVIOUSLY!

In ktv when im so awake!^^

Went to 8 street when i was drunk
Lung getting crazy with that XD

i'm loving it

Having our sushi dinner XD

so romantic huh this couple!?

=.=||||
NYU's buses!
haha..he has no choice... face like this .. =.=|||
I like this guy who played two-stringed bowed instrument!!!
This band called tsunami
Leo's birthday

xixi & me

My decision

再见了小时候 矇懂的我
现在的梦已经成熟
风在朗诵 下课的钟 时光静静的走
鲜嫩的梦 已经熟透
夕阳洒落 让剪影斑驳
旧旧的 围墙外头 悄悄围起未来的 轮廓


Sometimes i've to choose by myself
As you said, its might coming out like Wong Dai Sin said
I don't even care
I don't know how long my life gonna be
I don't know what will be happen in next minute
I will try my best to escape



Sunday 17 August 2008

Searching for a job


Momo, why you're covering my boo = =''
hahahaha..

I need a job arr...
But i got to find by myself!!!


Will be travel Canada next week..I think =)
but..i feel tired..

ruoxue happy birthday

=.=|||
So many people deliver in august hur?!
Ruoxue happy birthday =)
hope you have a happy life in Taiwan..

Still not done by fill out the form of financial aid.
So many thing i have to fill out!
I'm so much lazy to do it....
But i will finish it today = . ='''

Will have an injection on monday.. (not drug XD)
Luckily this time they dont need to SEARCH my vein


I was drunk...=.=''' but i still can go to manhatthan to have our dinner... I'm STRONG!

Saturday 16 August 2008

Guys.. sorry

Hey guys, been a long time i didnt make a post over here.
I was freaking busy these several days.
So, stop to feel disappointed on me that i didnt put any affort to continue this blog.

Let's start to SPEAK OUT what i had done.
I've packed up all my luggage, but now i think i've to unpack.
Sorry guys , i gave you all promises, hope, and everything that i couldnt effort.
You'll feel disappointed on me, but really...
This will be a great effection for my future.
I give myself a chance, hope u too...
between.. independence is needed.
Sorry

I've known many new friends these few days!
I'm really happy that I could know more friend other than my classmate.
In the pass 5 years, I'd know some friend in my class.
But i'm jus hang out with those 4 or 5, kinda sad.
Yesterday was Lung's birthday, today is Leo's birthday.

Really in a bad luck that i always meet a guy.
He stare at me every single time i saw him!
Due to this problem, i've begun to pray.
Luckily, today..I didnt meet him^^
So guys, Start to pray for what you hope! XD

I hope i'm good luck always!=)
The way i choose not gonna be a wrong way i hope.

Hey, I've lost 10lbs^^